the eyes never lies

apabila kekecewaan, kesedihan, kemarahan, kegembiraan, kecintaan, kerinduan...tak dapat diungkap dgn kata2...hanya sepasang mata ini menjadi bukti dan saksi kepada apa yang berlaku...the eyes never lies....

mata jugalah yang akan menjadi saksi kepada diri kita d akhirat kelak..di padang mahsyar...

ya ALLAH, ko lindungilah mata ini dari sebarang perkara yang mazmumah...

session 11/10/10 - 15/10/10

11/10/10
- this date was my partner turn..she's continue RCT for 11 tooth..doing cleaning and shaping, determine MAF and MGP, take radiograph for MAF and MGP...just know that k-file largest are #100..
sooo big...next week she want to obturate the canal....

12/10/10
- CONS--today is my turn..i had remind my patient to come at 2 pm...he replied ok...at 2pm..i send him msg again to text me when he arrived at 17 floor...until 2.15..he didnt turn up...so saaaad...i text again then he repiled...sorry i cant make it because i had meeting....ohhhhhhh!!!!so sad..my clinic session burn..
i decided to finish up my FPR...i manage to get sign for temporary fixed bridge..next week just doing prep for adhesive bridge....

13/10/10
- (am) CDP-- my turn again..my patient came early...thanks GOD...continue doing 2nd part E&D and radiograph. this patient had impacted 38 and her occlusal already caries and also the distal 37 because 38 impacted mesioangularly...she refuse to take it out because of anxiety...so i just advised to rinse using mouthwash to prevent pain...presented 2nd part E&D and continue doing restoration on 47 occlusal using composite..thanks again to may partner i manage to finish it early...

-(pm) RPR--my partner turn again, try in denture..Dr balkis said it was good...i know she's very good..how jealous am I...my try in...oh so worse..sad again...i need to issue denture this wednesday ...GOOD LUCK

15/10/10
- PAED--my little patient come with his grand pa...today is his last treatment...my plan need to change GIC to composite on 51 mesial and 61 mesial..the teeth slightly mobile grade 1.. i told Dr Sabri...then he said...no need..just leave it there...so happy because not easy to manage paediatric patient...then i continue doing final propylaxis......i case completed....done...thankful to ALLAH

next week is last clinical session for this semester 7...hope i manage to try in denture....good luck
ALL THE BEST FOR FINAL EXAM......DEAR FRIENDS =)

tatkala hati =(

tatkala hati dalam kesedihan...maka kita tercari2 apa yang bisa membuat kite bahagia
tatkala dalam kemarahan...apa yang dapat menenangkan kita..
tatkala gundah gulana....berkata lah hati....bertenang la...
pasti ada jalan, pasti ada hikmah....
ALLAH knows the best for you...
walaupun cara kita berfikir tak sama....tapi kita nak capai matlamat yang sama...

tapi....bgaimana caranya...cepatla ber fikir...sebelum terlambat...saya xnak menyesal nnti

mendengar cemuhan, kritikan, sindiran mereka membuatkan hati jadi seperti menyuruh 'ignore apa yg mereka kata"-smpai tahap tu kadang2..adakah hati ini sudah jadi seperti telur...yg berubah bile drebus dgn air panas...apabila persekitaran yg merubah diri....malangnye saya xmau jdi mcm tu...saya mahu jadi sperti kopi yg bisa mengubah persekitaran yakni air panas bile direbus bersama....tp pernah jugak terpikir...bile mereka berkata2- hati nak je jawab...'do i look like i care about what u say'...wpun xterluah, malaangnye ekspresi muka dh tunjuk sgt.....mcm mana ni...

hati....jgn la sedih....hati...jgn la marah...hati....jgn la kecewa....hati...jgn susah hati....jgn sakit hati...sbb bende tu sume lagi merobek hati.....

kdg2 terpikir ...bila la nk berubah...kenapa xboleh berubah....kenapa masih degil....kenape masih buat org kecik ati...kenape masih buat org sakit ati....kenapa masih buat org benci kat kite...kenaapaaaaaa???!!!!!

tolong lah jawab.....bile ksunyian..maka pikiran pun berfikir sebaliknya....

------think for your future----THINK and CHANGE----jadi org yang baik...berubahla....